Journal August End Start

 8/27/23 10:07 p.m.

Hello World and welcome to my journal. Right now I am getting back into the typing and sorting out my thoughts. Over the years I have done this and have not participated in about 1 year. The reason for the hiatus is based on the document disappearing on me everytime I would get ready to save the information. Like where the hell did my words go?

Some of the content that you may read may be against your beliefs and values, but this is not for you. This is for me. You can start your own journal and start sorting your thoughts that way if you would like. Until you do that, do not criticize me for what I write. Anyway lets go.

Tomorrow I am going to do Warrens property and Thalias. I can also possibly do Mrs. Starks. Still going to landscape however I have to work the plans in a smart way. Everybody that I was helping left and it was because of my break down during the Gravel Job. Oh well. Good ridance. The truck broke down and now I am about 13 days behind. Tomorrow is the 14 day mark. What I can do is get the Uhaul and get back on track. One more week and I will have a different mindset. No need to sell the tools or the business. Just get through the rut and start from beginning like I have before. Avoid the low paying clients and get some real money under your belt.

Brush and Bulky

Phx brush and bulk Middle management. Fliers, outbound Annual calls. Nolo Proposals and Contracts Invoices ETC.

Option agreement for real estate, Actual Purchase Agreement or Assisngment, Closing Date,.This is similar to selling an item. Take picture. Don't list unti weeks later. Don't get a bite until days or weeks later. May have a few bites before close date.

Unlocked.

Prey Drive is important. Training people and companies on a daily basis. Becoming a person of interest. Vision, persistant, intensity. Like chasing some tail. Break down the frameworks. I cannot help you until you commit. Once you committ, I will not fail you. I will fight for your cause. We will get it done as fast as possible. Today not tomorrow type mentality. Do not become complacent. Do not retreat to comfort. Find challenges and problems and solve those hoes like cold cases. 10:16 p.m.

Needs for tomorrows mission. Bags Backpack , Sthil Pruners, Blower from Moms, Fliers, 

10:28 p.m.More communication with the team. After 2 weeks of unproductivity it's time to get back into action. Even if it takes more time and more expense, we know how to work it. Do not let other people task that you have no control of let you down. It's time to have them wait and go for the stuff that is important. Remember coming off the 50 ton gravel job and truck breaking down other truck towed all came it like a pack of bricks. Consuelo leaving or the 4th time and going back to drugs. Seeing her on Thursday all sunken faced after 6 days and a cold sore on her mouth. Yikes. Must have been sucking some dick while also doing drugs. Meth and Fentynal to be exact. Anyway fuck her. Focus on me and getting out of this rut. The truck may need to be sold or just sit until I can pay for it. Don't want to be fucked on that anymore. I've hustled around $30,000 and it's all gone to rent, truck repairs, energy drinks, food, and ttt. Anyway no more losing. 

Need to sell SEO for Realtors as an education set as well as service

Marketing as education set as well as service

Landscaping as education set as well as service

Unloading Semi trucks as education for some but starting out as a new service to earn some extra bread. 

Thinking about a night security job or just do my marketing work at night. Just need a break from the chase of sales and getting trampled on by people that are out to use me. I am not one big party. I am a person who can help them get to the next level, but they are not willing to take themselves to the next level. So many distractions as well holding me back from taking action in my own life. My own self holding my own self back from taking action in my own life. The brain only I can control. Other people I cannot control Vehicle stuff, media, friends dying, is beyond my control. I cannot blame myself for any of that shit and do not let anybody else blame you for it. It is not your job. 

People calling upon me, but I can choose who I serve. Do not overload trying to help everyone. You have done suck a great job up to this point. Keep moving forward. 10:36 p.m.